|Here's to looking forward.|
To say I haven't really paid much attention to the calendar this year is a bit of an understatement.
I woke up this morning and my first thought was "Eww. Monday." My second thought was "Oh hey Ben's still on vacation!" My third thought was "And the garage is torn up, so I don't have to do laundry today! Score!"
And then I realized that today it's the eve of New Year's eve.
I don't know about you, but I'm a so very much ready for this stupid horrible year to be over.
2013 has been full of stress, and pain, and depression, and irritation. There have been times this year that I really wasn't sure I could keep going, times I didn't even want to, and I'm just ready for it to be done and over with and move on.
Usually by this time of year I've got everything in order. I've usually reflected on the year, gotten my new goals and resolutions listed, I've gotten the year's files and things organized and ready to put away, etc.
I got up and I got dressed this morning. That makes it a good day.
One of the hardest things about this past year was watching myself slip away. My "I can handle everything, everything is in it's place, I know what we're having for dinner, what the kids are wearing, all my chores are handled. I'm freaking June Cleaver." attitude just up and disappeared somewhere around the beginning of the year.
I can't seem to keep anything together anymore. I'm lucky if I can plan for one meal in a week.
I'm so ready for this to be over. I'm really hoping that 2014 brings the return of my mojo.
I am attempting to get my house moderately clean today and tomorrow so that the New Year doesn't start off with a messy house. We'll see how well that goes.
One good and exciting thing from the past week - My sister announced what she's having on Christmas day.
She's having TWIN baby girls!! Apparently having twins our first time around is a new family tradition. I am SUPER excited about that, so 2014 is already looking a bit brighter.
I don't have a list of goals to share with you. I haven't even thought of anything.
Sure, there are things I'd like to do, or am hoping to do, but nothing that I feel I should really write down.
I feel I might rename the blog again.
Bumblewood will be growing. I'm very busy on that front. There will be new goodies, new scents, lots of fun things going on.
Knitting has almost stopped all together, so I don't see much on that front aside from finishing some requested stockings.
I'm sure the garden will be up and down this year.
But as for me, and home, I think my goals are to just:
- Not be as stressed.
- Not be as depressed.
- Be more patient.
Ok. That sounds like a good list.
I hope you all have a wonderful, blessed, amazing 2014.
Happy New Year!!